I have woken up and noticed

[astoryandasong]

I am here, whooo! And still you know, alive and stuff.

I've been super-busy this month- more doctors and job interviews and stuff.  Generally just getting on with stuff- falling madly for Homicide: Life on The Streets and Law and Order: Criminal Intent.  Developing a massive old-guy crushes on Kyle Secor and Vincent D'Onoforio. Does anyone else go through phases where they can't be bothered with the internets?

ALSO DID I MENTION I HAVE GYM CLASS HEROES TONIGHT AND THE ACADEMY IS...ON MONDAY? MAYBE I DIDN'T OH WELL.

(also I have lost 5 kilos so far! which for me isa major thing because of the PCOS. SOO HAPPY)


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[heynderyckx.livejournal.com]

No, I have not gone through a phase where I could not be bothered with the internets.

I'm totally w/ you on Mr. D'Onofrio. He scares me, but that's probably partially why I find him hot.

5 kilos?! How? Is this from the medication(s)? If I was there we could SO do the weight-loss thing together. Instead of, you know, separately like we both apparently are. We could have wrestling matches over who got the last biscuit with their tea (real wrestling, not the arm-kind! I wouldn't stand a chance!). Or whoever lost more weight for the week would get to choose what concert we went to next. THAT would stir up a competition in me for sure :)

And of course we'd be perfectly practical about it and just have a goal of being healthy and not turning ourselves into nasty rail-thin titless wonders to please the boys. Or girls, I suppose. They do seem more judgmental.

[astoryandasong.livejournal.com]

I go through phases where I am all WHAT INTERNET GO AWAY

I find him so creepy. I think he appeals to my sub side. Like, that bit in Mad Men where Don grabs that woman's hair and vag at the same time and pulled her hair a little. Omg.

I mean kg, omg what am I on some kind of drugs? Yes, yes I am. Metformin and reductil, and punishing 2hr stints at the gym every other day. My competition is with myself and clothing manufacturers. Also my age. I WANT TO WEAR PLAID MINIS BEFORE I AM OLD WHAT

I want to be thin. Like not super thin but Nigella thin. Monica Belucci thin

[heynderyckx.livejournal.com]

Oh wow. I need to watch the new season of Mad Men.

2 HOUR STINTS WHAT NO DON'T BE SUICIDAL I LOVE YOU LIVE LONG AND PROSPER

I totally should fly over there and keep you company at the gym. I've been to the gym a total of once in my life. That was enough. It scared me and it smelled and I was terrified of picking up some disease from the previous occupant's sweat on the elliptical and the trainer there had nothing but disdain for me and these little fucking freshmen (it was a college gym, BIGGEST MISTAKE EVER) were looking at me like, "oh please don't kid yourself" before they'd run off to the bathroom to puke up their breakfast. So gross. And it was scary. Also I sweat a lot and get redfaced over nothing.

Sooooo I just go for walks around my neighborhood and occasionally manage to trudge my ass onto this treadmill thing my mom has set up in the living room. I really need to make a habit of it, I want to be thin too but now I'm realizing "Oh shit - I'm 24 if I can't do this NOW it's never going to happen." I eat disgustingly healthy now but it's that damned moving around I can't get myself to do. It's more frustrating than anything else.

What the hell is keeping you motivated? I need some, whatever it is. **realizes I'll be in a compromising position if you reveal it's looped concert footage of Lyn-z writhing onstage on your ipod**

[astoryandasong.livejournal.com]

It doesn't seem so long actually. 30 Minutes is cardio and the rest is weights which I enjoy. It also helps that the gym is municipal and full of fatasses like me.

Exercise is boring. People try and say otherwise but thats a filthy lie. Usually I listen to a lot of My Chem and Fall Out Boy, as well as ahem, thinking about just how short those miniskirts will be and just how pretty the girls I can get will be. I am so shallow and now that I'm on the metformin the old libido is returning (nugh Vincent D'Onoforio) so that can be pretty motivating.

Plus. Clothes. I am so sick of Evans. If we had torrid it would be fine but evans SUCKS.

[astoryandasong.livejournal.com]

I keep seeing you on gmail and having to go! I am so lame.

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